English Summative Test --- SCREWED

Intro to hospitality operation --- Oh man, wad the f**k?

College Algebra --- CHEAT MY FEELING!! T_T. Qns R taking such a bloody LONG time to solve T_T


To put it simple, MY results for this FALL semester (part 2) is gonna be BAD.DAMN! i expected @ least C. Oh please. C is ard 68 rght? I dnt want Clare to nag abt my result -_-'. Please..Man, I'm so damn nervous abt the result. Wish me gd Luck!


[Steph Out]

Tralala Trilili~ My exams are Over. Left Math algebra~ tra la la tri lili. I am so happy XD

Sometimes u just love the rain, sometimes u hate the rain. Like now, i hate the rain as i am stuck in my school and waiting for the rain to stop so tht i can go hm. poor me T_T

I read this book entitled, ' Princess Academy'. The story is quite nice and I love the way the author wrote about few poems just before she started every chapter. I would like to share some of these with you guys.
Chapter 1
The east says it's dawn

My mouth speaks a yawn

My bed clings to me and begs for me to stay

I hear a work song

Say winter is long

I peel myself up and then make away


Chapter2
Water in the porridge

And more salt in the gruel

Doesn't make a belly

Full, not a bellyful


Chapter3
Tomorrow's a red flush in the western sky

Tomorrow's a black bush in the middle night

Tomorrow swears the truth of now,now, and now

In the trembling blue gasp of the morning light




Now, isn't it beautiful?=)Hope u guys enjoy reading it.

hello eveRy1, I feel like a NOOB.hahas! I am trying to sell 2 watches online. I hope ppl will buy it.Pls support me,and also I don't knw how to design the web. Anyway, feel free to visit, www.lajevin.blogspot.com


There might not be plenty of stuffs,however, I am trying to sell more in time to come.

What i really want?

If this is my selfish thinking, I wish I have everything I wanted. However , facing the reality , I know tht there are certain things that I'm unable to do so. Take erm ,branded goods for example.If I am filthy rich, yeah man, I can spend and splurge my money buying all those LV, Dior, Gucci,etc2. Even though I dnt really like it, I may still buy, so tht I have diff varieties. Haha! Yeah man, tht will be so cool. Well, I am not those girl who always look for branded goods. I look for quality and price. If everything fits well, seemed well, ya! buy =). Well , bt thts nt really the case, I must buy things tht I really like it. Then, I wont be wasting my $. hahahaha! OK, next, hm, what I want n expect in my relationship?Hmm, this is quite difficult n tough. Coz, there are alot of factors to consider too. Nt everythng I want/wish will be granted. There will always be obstacle and difficulties. Ok, kinda shag now, continue next time =p.Ciaoz.

Many thoughts had been running through my mind. I just don't know how to write and type it down.I think what my frd said is true. I am sometimes immature about certain things. I keep telling my bf to think everything in different aspect,view and angles. Nevertheless, I've failed to do that myself. It's kind of contradicting. These few days, I've been thinking about my relationship. I think for a couple, it's important to compromise.We must not be a selfish lover. I always thought I was the one who suffer so much, yet I only think in my perspective of view. I had failed to put myself in his shoe. I kept complaining, kept grumbling, frustated,etc, till I realised that I need not to feel that way. Things had becoming clearer now. Its strucked me when I asked my bf y somtimes I angry, then I hang up the ph, he will donn't care (those boh chap feeling). He said, he wanted me to cool down and if he angry too, both of us will fight again. I'm thinking, yes, this is true as sometimes when I am angry with him, I always think of myself.Then, I realised tht I was wrong .I've learnt not to be too suspicious too.Though, that doesn't mean I can completely trust him in every single aspect.It's just that, I think being in a relationship, we've gotta trust each other. From what I know, he had never doubt me. I don't know whether I am doing is right or not,I hope I will try to be a more understanding gf and learn to control my temper =)

Allright,next, move on. I am so busy nowadays that I had no time to use computer. I've never knew that Uni life will be so stressful.Exams, Assigments,Hws,etc. Futhermore, this is only the second week. I don't even have enough time to sleep. Mostly, what I do after class I will take a break (lunch) and then move on to study or else do homework. Nevertheless, I am still satisfied with this, as I know my hardwork had paid off .I am quite happy with my result.I hope to mantain this result, well, of course ,it will be better if I can improve my grades =).

Yeap, this is all I have to update. More exams coming up next week T_T. Till then, ciaoz.

TML TML TML!!!!! My dream day has finally arrived. I am going to be a uni student in hotel management course =) CooL XD! Rather excited though, but nervous still. Awaiting for sumthng exciting to happen. Anwy, tday I wasted 4 hours @ tht Swiss Club to watch Yvonne Fencing. N she only fence @ 2. Leah N I shudn't have come earlier. So boring T_T. We felt so lethargic. Her score was 15-5 ! Congrats Vonne =) Jia you XD. N then, we headed to Plaza Sing to eat n went for window shopping. Tday was Bloody Hot. I wonder wad has become to the world nwadays. Its becoming hot n hotter. T_T . I can have skin cancer if this goes on T_T ! I thnk this may due to global warming? haha! yeah, talk abt geog, I dnt really did well in my sec school though,so just 4get abt it. haha!

So u thnk u can blame me n curse me? Is tht make u feel happier? How chidish n i mmature can u be? I dnt knw man, if u keep thnking this way, the only person who get hurt is U. nt me, nt him, is U . Live still goes on, pls move on for ur own sake. Futhermore, I dont owe my life to u. Pls take care of urselves. =)

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2
hear

but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!



Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the
one

you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.



Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he

cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's

her."

New term gonna start real soon. I'm looking kinda excited initially & was really looking forward to seeing this coming monday. Yet, there is a part of me which is not ready. I'm afraid tht I won't be able to make it for these 3 years. I have no confidence. However, this is my passion, it's what I wanna do since since sec 3. It's my only interest. I do not wish my dream to be destroyed under my own hands. I really need to strive the best. I must prove to others tht I can do it. I dn't want to dissapoint those who has put their trust in me. Thus, this is my chance & I'm gonna prove to them tht Sheila can do it. This is my commitment . I don't want to see my mum's hard-earned money to go wasted. I want her to be proud of me. I am thankful tht I'm given the chance yo enter to UNLV. I don't want the same thng to happenned to my O lvl result repeating again in my UNLV's result. History repeating itself? NO WAY!
I just hope my LAZINESS VIRUS WILL BE DESTROYED =)

Sometimes I Do Hate My Life

I don't understand why, just because I have nothing to do N free, means u can just throw all your stuffs n let me do it. Ok, its nt tht I am being unhelpful. It's just tht sumtimes the stuff u ask us 2 do really piss me off. If u wanna balance work and family stuff, then do it properly. Dont just because u wanna work, then u can dump all ur other stuffs to others. Its freaking irritating, u know? ya, I know I should help u willingly since I am your daughter.But, does tht mean I must follow everywords u say? Its freaking irritating. I have my own life for goodness sake. I know u mean good. U trying to create a better future for us and not wanting us to be in the same state as yours. But, hello, excuse me, even though we still young, bt i thnk we knw what we r doing. Please, stop controlling me. I 'm going crazy. Let me do what I wanna do. Hard-method doesn't work on me. I jolly well knw what I wanna do. Even if I may do wrng, let me regret it myself as I choose my own path. I do not wish to have any regrets coz of someone deciding my own life. Of course, u may still give advices and comments, but I can choose not to listen. I am not being stubborn, or whatsoever. But sumtimes, Its really bother me. Futher more, u r undecisive abt ur decisions. SO tell me, can I really follow u? I aint trying to be unfilial here. I am just voicing out my unhapiness. Seriously, I hate myself in this state. I trying to balance my emotions, and some other stuffs. Can u just let me have a break?

UHUY!!! peeps, I am back =)

Hi everybody sorry tht i had not been updating my blogs. I just dont feel like blogging and I dont knw what to blog. Ok, recent random updates which I think u peeps might want to know :

1. I had abt 1 mth holiday till 3 sept
2. My new uni is University Of Nevada Las Vegas. Situated @ national library level 11.
3. My bf and I are still 2gether . ( Thank GOD )
4. I have short hair.
5. I DAMN miss all of my friends.
   

yeap, thts all wad had happened 2 me. till then, ciaoz.

how do ppl sees me?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

Cheesy..

Nothing seems perfect w/o you in my mind
U make me sad, U make me happy.
U seem to be controlling my life.
So, tell me, what I'm gonna do when U R not ard??

Relationship (part 2)

Ok, here i come again. I shall continue writing abt my relationhsip ( as requested? haha =p). Erm, since part 1 is abt my past relationship so part 2, shall i write about my present relationship?( If u wanna ask more abt my past relationship, u can ask me directly...hahahaha....oh of coz i am not obliged 2 tell u all of it ).....


Ok, currently i have a boyfriend. (duh!) His name is Elmo Lin Miao Mou (Ling). Sounds like miao miao miao (cat's meow...) and mao ( chinese pronounciation for cat ). We 've been steading for approx 5 mth +. He is 19 this year. We are both Libra =) and our bday date only in 3 days apart. He is the 2nd n last child in his family. He is currently serving NS in Amoy Quee Camp ( 2oth Batillion Artilery) [ dnt ask me, wads his rank, i dnt knw, i thnk is erm...'private']. Oh! 1 more thing, He is PR Singaporean. His hometown is FuJian, China . Enough introduction of him yet?


Ok, how i knw him? How long have i knwn him? haha! think of it, it was rather funny. Seriously, till today i cant believe him tht i knw him online. LOL ! Ok, in fact, i'd knwn him abt 1 year ago. He started be-friend with me through friendster. He msged me in FS. Then, we chatted in MSN . Then he began smsing me. Initially i quite pity him, coz he sees me as a councillor as he was having probs with his ex-s. I sees him as rather problematic guy and i seem to be the one giving him advices. Thts all. We were just frds.


Well, it was started ths year when i began 2 be quite close to him this year. We began chatiing on the phone till late hours and i kinda of having crushes on him. I knw pretty well tht he kinda like me. It can be seen rather obvious. haha! Anyway, my 1st impression when i saw him was he was pretty gentleman,etc etc ( u can read my previous entry in january ).....


So, we getting on quite well. I am glad tht we last till today.Of coz, we had our times when we argued n fights, but yeah! we can overcome it. I just hope i can just end with him. Seriously, i've fallen deep in l*** with him XD

I Love u darling =)muach muach muach ^^V

Misses . Emo.

i'm damn emo nw. i dnt knw y. i jst feel lyk crying. nt becoz of sad thngd happenning to me.its rather gd actually. bt i just miss my best frd, my bf and my other frds whom i have nt seen them 4 quite a long tyme.I had to be apart from my frds and i hate parting. I think its da most saddenning.Dnt ya thnk so?

Relationship ( part 1)

Hmm....I believe this is a common topic for all of you. Some of u may have experienced it before , be it bad relationship or memorable relationship. Well, of coz for the minority out there who have not been in a relationship before, u have nothing to say abt it. But i think being in a relationship is not only the seen by the status ( gf&bf). Maybe some of u are close 2 each other, have the chemical romance bwtn u 2, but yet...there is no status. I think this type of 'un-status' state can be rather irritating. ( based on personal experience, k? u may disagree with me too....)
All right, move on. Today, i shall touch a bit about my past relationship as well as my current relationship. Believe it or not, i never had a boyfriend since last year. I had my 1st boyfriend last june. It all so sudden n fast. He is my best friend's friend. Call him K.Last June, he had a holiday and he went to sgapore.Initially, i didnt really like him as he is quite irritating. Always bullying me and insulting me . I hate him . But since i dnt knw Y, when we r walking in the mall, he started to play a fool. I knw he his those type quite close to girl. So i dint really bother, coz i thnk he is just playing. U knw, like open-minded PPL. Hold hands, no big deal. Ok, so he held my hands, and i just let it be. Coz, i dont care as i have stated b4 in my previous sentences. So, we started getting quite close. I dint really like him, though i admit i kinda feeling enjoyed when i am with him. We started talking on da phone, smsing, meeting each other. He didnt like me initially also. So, i guess both of us were like palying with fire? and as the fire goes big, we end up being in the big trap itself.

As tht was my 1st encounter of having so called 'boyfriend'. I am rather insecure abt having no status with him, so, i asked a status from him. He seemed reluctant @ 1st and i am kinda dejected abt it. Aniwae, he asked me whether i wanna be his gf over the phone . By this time, he had already back in jakarta. Therefore, we have LD ( Long - Distance Relationship). Our relationship lasted for 6 mths. AND BOY! I AM SO GLAD I END IT I TELL U!!!!

Initially, we r quite close . But after times goes by, we started to drift away. I dnt mind coz i knw i can trust him. And, erm...ya...i dnt wanna waste $ . ( coz i was scolded spending $200 on calling him overseas) . I think i sacrified a lot for him. And i really treat him V nice tht i treat him better like how i treat myself. Ok, u knw i stayed up till 12 midnight jst tht i cn be the 1st person to wish him happie bday. I was already tired tht night, and i afraid i may fall asleep if i lay in my bed. I even ask my good friend, Herman ( thanK You yach say...) to accompany me till 12 midnght so tht i dnt fall asleep. Then, I still call him the next day to re-wish him again. N u'll knw sumthng? My bday!! HE didnt even wish me.... He is nt da 1st one. I knw he is busy, so i dnt mind. And, i gave him 1 day allowance to wish me, yet but to no avail. And i think he wished me on 5 oct ( 3 days after my bday ) , WORSE still...he had 4getten abt my bday and my best frd was the one actually reminded him !! HE still can even defend himself by saying its nt tht bad coz he had seen me his bday gift 4 me ( which i had recieved abt 2 mths b4....) Kinda smart 4 excuses rght? dnt u guys think so....???

And the list goes on, how i feel tht i am treated rather unfair. Which of coz i blindly accept it. ...i will update again tml. Of coz...i will also blog abt my present relationship.

Cutey Stuffs.

Coincidential fate among male teens

I decided to post this entry as entirely my view as my personal opinion and observations for abt these few months, week, days, hours, minutes and seconds. (hahaha! this part so lame...i think...NVM) I 've been inspired to write such an entry as i think it is quite interesting to blog abt these stuffs rather than i blog abt my life which is nt so interesting as it may seem to be.

I think most guys nowadays are began to feel more much emotinoal and sensitive. Some may even goes to the extent that they are much more emo than some girls (well, in this case, i think those guys are much more emo than me )

The guys feel tht life is so totally depressing and they feel tht their life just totally sux. They have countless night as they are keep thinking abt it. Be it abt their relationship with gf or ex-gf or in their work . They seem unable to get over it and have countless restless night . Which in result, they have a big eye bag the next day .(OK this is just my assumption...may nt be true....i knw guys are vain nowadays bt i think gals are much more vain than them =p.)

I suggest y dnt u guys...take a break from all this misery. U cant help to change the fact wad had already happen. U may live regretting wad u have done , Feeling so damn fucked up as the senior keep bullying u @ work.. ,ur gf had dumped U...etc etc..all i asking from u guys is very simple...!! JUST 4get all abt this nonsense, i knw its hard. But i believe time will heal ur wound. To put it simply, pls just 4get all abt ur troubles.Throw it aside. SAD....HAPPY....u have to live either this way.So , let me ask U..which way will u prefer living ur whole entire life? SAD? No rght??!!! I knw tht u guys wanna be happy. Thts y..u must not be SAD.IF thts difficult, well @ least TRY nt to be sad. SAD OR HAPPY....it will not help u solve the problems u r having in. So, y dont u let urself be more happy? Who knows with light-hearted feeling, u mght able to think more clearly and solve wadever prblems u r facing =)

Well, i may nt give u guys the best idea, bt i do hope i can be a help to u guys. Life is always full of up n down. I knw tht.God gives u life, but u rule ur own life. PLS guys...be happy =)cheer up. I am always there if u guys need a listening ear. Say ur problems to anyone u trust (it may nt be me...ok...?!) .Just dont let it kept there rght inside ur heart. IT hurts! Trust me....U will feel like ur heart is tearing apart...No matter hw much tears u sheard...

Ok, this may nt goes to all the guys! But i thnk this applies to some ppl who knw me. I hope u r getting this down. please take care n be cheerful guy =) Adios Amigos...